November 2009
Fix You by Coldplay
When I heard this a few minutes ago I thought of Hilary. Love, you do not need fixing, but I will be here for you through all the shit. You deserve good things and they will find you <3
When you try your best but you don’t succeed When you get what you want but not what you need When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep Stuck in reverse. And the tears come streaming down your...
Hard Road by Sam Roberts
Feel, feel it grow In your mind, in your mind Life is how you live it Through time, through time And there’s no desert sun that is hot enough to feed your fire We shipwreck like fools only to become the ocean’s choir And the sun dies until it’s reborn But there’s no road that ain’t a hard road to travel on Got lost on the way, but you found the road again Stay true...
Goodness of the heart
got my willingness to think poorly of other people from my mom. That’s really interesting, because she’s a home care nurse and very compassionate, but she is incapable of being understanding. She has an opinion about people who don’t matter to her and she feels very superior to many people. She’s better than that person because she recycles, better than that person because...
Will I find sanity on a deserted island?
hy is there no escape? I’m tired and stressed and I just wish people would stop asking me things for 5 minutes. I just want to sit, relax and let the day wash away. Then I’ll answer your questions - your questions about what time I’ll get moving at be there, what I’m doing afterwards, why people act certain ways, etc etc etc. I need a break and I wish people would just...
I love buses
I really like the bus drivers who are extra cheerful, friendly and nice. They’re so much nicer than the ones who never smile or speak and just want to get away from the stop as fast as possible. Really, they don’t lose anything by waiting for you, it’s not as if they’re going anywhere important. Once they reach the end of their route they just turn around and go back. So I...
Carnivorous
fucking hate it when people think I’m cruel, mean or a bad person because the meat I eat has been killed with a gun. Dad hunts deer, turkey and geese; raises and kills chickens; and we buy similarly raised and killed lamb and pork. These animals are not killed cruelly, but killed as quickly and efficiently as possible. There are no cruel machines that optimize the meat retrieval despite the...
Sam's Shadows
Sam! You should continue this, it’s really good. Was it inspired by Assassin’s Creed? (Only because of the assassin, and I know your stories are influenced by your current addiction.) Your stories are awesome, so finish them <3
nawwal:
This is just a random thing I wrote. I guess it was the beginning of a story, and I dropped/forgot about it:
The men, hunched over clouds of...
Presents already
Because I’m too lazy to open up One Note, I’m just gonna write down my Christmas list here for now… (Yes I know that’s incredibly lazy.)
Sam: got it :D
Dev: got it :D
Mom: contribute to an iPod
Dad: ?
Hilary: I’ll find something…
Uncle Bruce: books suggested by Dad
Eliza: she’ll be easy
Ben: ?
Annette and Rich: ?
haha wow...
A kick in the uterus gets me moving
oly cow, I am so sick of my cramps. Normally I wake up because of them, but fortunately today I was able to get up and going before they hit. I took my pills and went out to the bus stop but it was just so painful, I knew I would be miserable in class. I turned around and went back, and then had a nap. When I woke up it was even worse, and my normal solution is to have a bath. But Uncle Bruce...
The Four Agreements
I have sought out those four agreements that I liked last year, but have forgotten. I really think that I should try to follow them, so I’m reminding myself of them again.
1. Be Impeccable With Your Word
Speak with integrity. Say only what you mean. Avoid using the word to speak against yourself or to gossip about others. Use the power of your word in the direction of truth and love....
United States of Stupid
hhh myyy god, I am so glad I don’t live in the States. Americans have gotta be the dumbest, most pretentious people on the planet. Obama bowed to the Japanese emperor and everybody’s freaking out about how the president bows to no one and I saw a comment, ‘I wonder how the left will spin this one.’ People are honestly stupid. Even though bowing probably wasn’t...
Raw
he biggest obstacle I have that causes the fights between Sam and I to become impossible is the complete lack of restraint and control I have. I prefer not to rein in my emotions, which is probably why tiny things will make me laugh out loud or make me furious. For example, that dog that I saw walking on the sidewalk all on its own, and it didn’t cut across any grass. I thought that was so...
Partying
really want to have a party. I want to get all the people together who I miss and just have fun. I won’t have to worry about people who aren’t invited because I don’t see people I don’t like anymore, I won’t have to worry about it not being fun because there will be tons of people and I won’t have to worry about people like Jen approving because I don’t...
Made of Steel by Our Lady Peace
I can be anything that you want me to be A punching bag, a piece of string, oh That reminds you not to think I found the note down in your car And its not your fault it gets this hard Gets this hard Hold your head high Don’t look down I’m by your side Won’t back down You wanted a hero tonight Well I’m not made of steel I’m not made of steel But your secrets safe with me I can be anything that you...
ANTM Cycle 13
ast night’s episode of America’s Next Top Model was awesome! Instead of a top 3 to a winner in one episode, they broke it down to a top 2 to a winner, which I liked. It gave us more time to understand the girls in that particular position. Nicole and Laura are the best final two ever, I’ve loved both of them so much. Nicole was always my favourite though, she never took a bad...
New 'Do
got a hair cut today, finally! I went to the place Damien recommended me, The Hair Loft. It was right on my bus route and near school so I figured it was pretty convenient. It turned out that he had booked an appointment 15 minutes before mine so we went together. Having the company was nice, although I was in the chair half an hour longer than him, and I got going first. I showed the stylist my...
Banged up love
love my car so much, and it’s interesting that I level myself almost with those car fanatics who fawn over their car and wash it lovingly every day. That’s interesting to me because, obviously, my car isn’t so well looked after. I believe in a good wear-and-tear for objects that you really love. If it’s a really great thing, you wanna use it as much as possible, right?...